What do you do?

What do you do?
When you have nothing to.
Do you sit by the window,
And look out, 
Look out at the world,
Wonder, what it is like to be that bee that hums and hovers over that red rose,
Or think about the decisions you made; the path you are walking on; and the people you chose.

Are you disturbed when you are alone?
Shhh! Come close
Close to yourself. 
Its cozy and comfy and lonely,
Better than those who are but are not
And those too who want to and cannot.

What do you do?
When you have nothing to.
Do you look into the mirror
And embrace the facade,
Click yourself and then edit
Whilst nature loses its credit.
Or do you rather see into your eyes
Try to locate the scars on your soul.

Is there a want of death lurking  about?
Hmmm! Shut up. 
Why to bother with it,
Or why to try to grasp its arms,
It is on its way to you anyhow.
So, you better live and act
Before the final bow.

What would do you do?
If you had something to do.
Hold someone's hand and with them stay
Or by yourself walk away,
Chain yourself with the laws meant to bound
Or hustle to change the things around,
Sweat and bleed to carve your way, 
Or would you let go and give away,
Dream a reality
Or lose yours to a dream,
Mediate in silence
Or burst out in screams,
Try to find what you desire
Or would you lose yourself in the world's mire,
If you had something to do?
Would you hold someone's hand and walk away
Or in your solitude forever stay.

One to the head

One to the head
One said 7 times, the gun was shot,
The other said it pierced him thrice.
Both of them sure, that one was to the head,
And the next moment a human being died.
He was a writer
And a man who expressed,
And showed the World
True colours of a false paradise,
These heathens in a legion’s disguise,
But their reaction, was full of surprise.
For instead of understanding
What he was trying to make them understand,
They blamed him for his religious reprimand.
And summoned him in the court of law,
And that court was swell
And that law was flawed.
But before the law could prove his guilt,
He was condemned of sins and shot,
In the middle of the street,
Against the sun’s glaring heat,
He lost the battle he never fought.
7 bullet shots were shot
Three piereced through him,
But it took just one to the head,
To leave a writer and a human being
In the street, bloodied and dead.
Have no clue about the others,
He has my respect,
For he only said that was true,
Which others could not accept,
And that there is something wrong with the world,
Do you not suspect?

18 Martyrs

18 Martyrs

18 men 3 days back died
And they died not for themselves
But for each one amongst the billions of us
Fighting our battle for paradise,
Without one excuse, they gave their lives,
As they been doing so since long
While we sit here
In our comfy abodes
And watch their sacrifice on TV Munching chips and sipping tea,
And then
And then we just forget,
And it’s alright,
We are humans
But not this time,
Because we are humans.
Let’s not those 18 lives,
Pass by us in a daze,
Stop for moment, close your eyes
And try to feel their rage,
Who have lost more than soldiers,
They have lost husbands, and brothers, and sons
Just think about them,
Just do it for once,
And try to feel their sorrow,
Acknowledge their lives,
Respect their deaths.
For they could have done anything else,
Like all of us do,
But they chose to do what they did,
And they did for me and you.

Georgina’s Bastard

One Sunday morning
Went to the church Georgina’s bastard
To have bread and wine,
Stole four eggs,
on his way back,
Keeping the eggs on the rack,
He looked at her and smiled,
Georgina in rage slapped him twice,
Called him an ugly swine.

One Monday morning
Went to work Georgina’s bastard
To claim his monthly pay,
Came drunk home
with an ugly whore,
Losing all money on bet,
Georgina on his ass
kicked him twice,
Called him a piece of shit.

One Tuesday morning,
Went shopping Georgina’s bastard
After spending all,
He lifted up some items,
Told his mother how cleverly he saved few dollars,
Georgina kicked him thrice,
Warning him to be wise.

One Wednesday morning
Went fishing Georgina’s bastard,
In the midnight
Returned empty handed,
Sorry mother I couldn’t catch one,
For there were none,
The whole pond had dried!
Poor Georgina did nothing,
Just sat by and cried.

One Thursday morning
Went to bank Georgina’s bastard,
Withdrew money from her account,
Came back home without a dime,
Sorry mother,  I had held it close
But a stranger took it by force,
Don’t worry,  I too grabbed his gold!
Poor Georgina just gave a sigh,
She knew the end was nigh.

One Friday evening
Went to a bar Georgina’s bastard,
Got drunk with friends
Till he couldn’t anymore,
Came back in the dawn,
Wobbling legs, eyes sore,
Get out of the house you bastard,
Cried Georgina on his face,
Picked up the knife from the table,
Killed Georgina in rage,
Poor Georgina smiled alas,
He had proved :
what a bastard he truly was.

At a Glance

Get out of yourself,

Open the window, look outside

see the terror spreading on every side

Walk on the street, look around

grim, gossip, and gluttony,

rage, pride, and mutiny,

whole humanity hell-bound.

Glance at the world,

thirst and hunger in children’s eyes

people deluded by politicians’ lies,

A world: weak and terrified,

Screeching and burning in religious wars,

learned men searching life on Mars,

A fake mosaic glorified.

 

 

Stop making up

Try and peek behind the façade,

Life neck deep in fog.

Start living up

Go be a fox or be a pig,

But never ever be a dog.

 

 

 

 

 

Be brave lil Jude

Stop crying little Jude

this squall shall be over soon,

and after it has taken our roof,

we’ll sleep by the moon.

Stop worrying little Jude

this thunder won’t last long

The morrow shall be silent; and, in peace

You just have to stay strong.

“Be brave little Jude

If you aren’t, play a con”

Like I’ve played one tonight

you’ll need to when it’s gone.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

My conscience’s consciousness

Where are we going?

To where? are we all bound.

Don’t be silent now,

answer me!

Are we on the right track

or should we turn around.

My toes are on the edge,

Should I step away ?

or take a leap down.

Oh! Please do not ask me

To bend my knees and pray,

for, in the vicious human schemes

Even the lord has no play.

I have lit my world up,

And I smell blood in the air,

Thou hast created myriad beasts

But to me, none can compare.

As they merely are mindless beasts

who kill to survive,

Made and meant to be wild,

While I am sly and ruthless murderer,

I kill, but to thrive .

Where are we going?

To where are we bound?

To heaven!

Or is the destination underground.